Gosh.. why do babies have to be so.. darn.. cute?!?
My manager arrived at work today with his 1 year old son.. Who looks EXACTLY like him.. We then proceeded to get kinda busy at work, so we all kinda took turns keeping an eye on the baby.. He is SO FREAKING adorable.. All smiles, babbling dada, feeding himself, and being OH SO proud of it.. I love this kid..I'd of course seen the little guy before, but this was the first chance i'd really gotten to interact with him.. I don't know why.. but i'm shy when his mom's around, I never would ask to hold him or play with him.. but i got to play with him today.. and he's soo much fun.. I wanted to take him and run home with him.. I'm sure no one would look at me funny when my baby looked exactly like my boss.. hehehe.. But yeah.. in case you hadn't caught on.. I want one.. And I want one that looks exactly like Jeff, not my boss.. cuz.. um.. that would be less weird.. And Jeff is cute and deserves to have a baby that looks just like him..
It is baby-making time around here.. I was hoping to have O-ed already.. but no such luck...still no positive OPK.. but I'd say I'll O by Thursday. Which.. leaves me in quite a predicament.. On Sunday the 22nd, we are scheduled to go on a wine tasting tour.. Its already paid for at $75 each.. My dad actually paid for it for him and my mom to go, but they can't.. so he's letting me and Jeff go.. Assuming I O on Thursday, I'll be 10dpo on the 22nd.. which is.. testing day here.. (Yes, yes.. i know some would say its too early.. but to me, the sooner I get started on the heparin shots, the better chance for me to have a healthy pregnancy, right). What the heck do I do if its positive? I REALLY want to do the wine tour thing.. but really WON'T do it if i see even the faintest HINT of a second line.. So.. my crazy irrational thinking is hoping I will hold out and not O til friday, which will make me 9dpo on the 22nd, too early to test.. and will be able to go on the wine tour guilt free.
oh oh oh!! And jeff fixed the sink drain! I can brush my teeth in the sink in the bathroom again! No more brushing my teeth in the kitchen whoo hooo!!!
Children: On death and dying
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Isn't it nuts all the what-ifs and maybes that roll around in our heads throughout this whole process?
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