For my Angels..

So.. I've been doing GREAT the last week or so.. I've been motivated to do stuff around the house.. feeling optimistic about my period coming.. Hadn't been really thinking too much about all the m/c stuff.
But then last night.. after DH had fallen asleep.. I don't know why.. but i got hit with a big wave of sadness.. I was reading someone elses blog.. who had gotten great news.. and I was just suddenly crying. I don't even know why.. Obviously I'm so happy for them.. but sad for me I guess.

Then, I realized last night that yesterday would have been my 20 week mark for Pregnancy #1..so half way to my due date.. and 13 weeks for Pregnancy #2, so I'd be starting my second trimester this week.. None of it really means much.. but I felt kinda sad about it..

So I FINALLY got around to ordering my rings for my babies.. They are from Limoges.. which are basically just cheap sterling silver.. but I still can't wait to wear them..

This is for my September Angel - EDD 9/7/08


And this is for my October Angel EDD 10/26/08


Meanwhile..I just calculated a due date for if my period starts on Saturday like it should (assuming a "normal" cycle.. which I haven't had since we've started TTC).. And came up with January 31st 09.. My mom's b-day is Jan 29th.. So lets all hope for great test results and a normal cycle.. and obviously for me to get knocked up so my mom can have a birthday grandbaby.. :)